Ill & Pregnant

I'm ill but I'm not pregnant. Kate~Middleton is. Tetiba. Last week, one of my gorgeous friend broke the news that she was 6 weeks pregnant. About 2 weeks before I thought I was pregnant. Hahaa. I had back ache a few days before menstrual date which was abnormal for me. Mula lah terfikir, ntah² pregnant kot. Somehow I felt nervous. Ntah lah, there was time I thought I was ready, but I was scared at the same time. Turned out, I had my period earlier than expected. To be honest, I felt relief.

After that I did spend some times thinking when would be the right time to get pregnant again. If I ask myself now, I'll say that I'm satisfied & don't mind if Honey is the only child. In fact, I'm more than grateful to have Honey that I feel I'm not deserved to ask for more. So, yeah it's ok for me but it may not be ok for Honey. I remember a friend of mine who is the only child told me that it's not fun to be the only child.

Even though I did get pregnant again before, I'm not so optimistic that I can easily get pregnant again next time when I want to. But still we should plan rite. Apa pun kita hanya mampu merancang & berusaha. Jadi atau tak jadi seperti yang dirancang, itu kuasa Allah.


Actually I really want to jot down my experience when delivering Honey & lesson that I've learned throughout the journey to motherhood. For my own reminder & memory.

Ok back to I'm ill rite now. Aku selsema & sakit tekak. To my surprise doc told me that I actually have high fever too. I started feeling sick yesterday but I guess being a mom, no matter how weak our body or how 'weng' our head was, once we picked up our kid from the nursery, we put aside the sickness & attended to our kid. There was no time to just lying & resting. Somehow we managed. At least I managed ;-). الحمدلله


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