Almost end of The Month

Alhamdulillah October is almost over. Not that I'm looking forward for the coming November though.

As I said in the previous post, October is a crazy month, be it personally & work wise. Work-wise, alhamdulillah, the innovation day has over & tomorrow, I need to send my SKT. Talking about the innovation day, we didn't win gold medal. Just managed to win silver, alhamdulillah. The thing is we were only 1 mark behind to win the gold medal 😪. Blame it on the system hardware failed to work during judging session 😖. Everything happens with Allah's will. InshaaAllah, just like one of my project members said, there'll be bigger rezqi for us 😊.

Actually I want to talk about personal stuff that contributes to this month's craziness not work related stuff. I guess I'll continue in the next post. 

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Eh i wrote the above last nite, but forgot to publish it.

©2016 Sent from my iPhone 6S+ 

Our Iman

Happy Birthday my Dearest! 😘❤️❣️

Today is Iman's birthday! To be honest I almost forgot. Just remember it when I check the calendar. Not that she's less special. It just that, with the party & celebration were over, & I don't plan to arrange another, seems like nothing is ongoing in my personal calendar, at least on this crazy month.

I think I have written about this before. Iman's like a bonus in our life. Honey completes ours, that we couldn't ask for more. A bonus is certainly welcome & like a double happiness. 

At age of 3, Iman makes all of us including Honey laugh with her cheeky but innocent acts. She's not as cheeky & playful as Honey at this age. She's actually quite reserved around stranger. So orang memang nampak dia as budak baik. But she's a good lil kid anyway. Tak demand & tak banyak songeh. Senang nak jaga. Except for her firmness when she already decided something. Hard to reasoning with. Tapi Mama senang je. Buat tak tau bila dia start mengamuk sebab tau pujuk pun takkan berkesan. Biasanya tak lama. Nanti dia akan datang sendiri & cakap, "Nak Mama...". At least it works for me since I guess I'm her most favorite person.

Iman hanya menyusu botol bila di tadika. Jadi senang sikit keje Mama. But still most of the time Iman only wants to sleep next to me. Bukan setakat sebelah... Kalau tido tu mesti mengereng mengadap dia atau pun terlentang je. Tak boleh membelakangkan langsung. Mesti kene tarik supaya mengadap dia balik. Pastu suka jadikan perut Mama as her pillow. So it just hard for me to sleep if she's still hasn't sleep.

Iman still cakap pelat. But she loves singing. Bahasa dia lah. Kadang² dengan penuh perasaan. It's funny to watch. Nampak macam lemah lembut budaknya. Tapi actually boleh tahan gangster especially with Honey. Nasib baik Honey kakak yang baik, so sabar je lah tengok si adik jeles tak bertempat. Kalau Mama sikat rambut Honey dulu pun Iman tak puas hati. Ditolaknya Honey, pastu menyelit between me & Honey.

Iman absolutely kesayangan semua. As anak 'bongsu', I guess she can remains as a baby as long as she wants. Honey pun kadang² still kata Iman baby. & I know, I'll miss her as a baby as she becomes a big girl.

©2016 Sent from my iPhone 6S+ 

 

Fierce

Phew lega. It was a fierce competition. I'd say far more different than the last time I entered this competition, which was maybe 3 years ago. Everybody seems confident, every project seems has potential to win gold medal.

Alhamdulillah, I think I have presented quite well. I was not nervous, I managed to delivered as I planned... at the beginning 😬. But then, I think after that, it was not so bad, but not so good either. I wasn't really prepared with all the answers to the judges' questions. I managed to answer, but if I have prepared, I might do better. Might. The worst thing was our system didn't work as we desired 😖😣 even though we have tested it beforehand. Anyway, it's all happen with Allah's will. I'm in a way still kinda positive. I believe in Allah's plan 😊.

I hope after the judging session, I'd feel less tiring. But I guess not. Still I feel so exhausted 😵. I long to sleep earlier but with so many house chores to do, I can't. Rite now, still waiting for the laundry to be finished washing. Then I need to hang all the clothes 😞. Tuesday is a laundry day indeed, nothing I can do about it or else the kids don't have a clean uniform to school. So, maybe l can sleep earlier tomorrow. Or maybe I should just take an emergency leave tomorrow 🤓 & spend the day sleeping 😴💤. 

Tragedi Oktober

It's a very busy month for me. My calendar is full with meetings, courses, due dates & events. Fortunately, the course that has been scheduled on the last week of the month is postponed to December. Fuhh. Lega.

Next week, there'll be Innovation Day at work & I'm the project leader. Got to work harder to ensure the success 💪🏻. Seriously, I'm kinda afraid if I might dissappoint my project members if we lose even though they don't put the pressure on me. But still, as the project leader, I feel responsibled. InshaaAllah. The gold medal will be ours 🏆.

Since, I'll be free on the last week of the month due to the postponed course, if possible I'd like to take a long holiday. I guess cos I'm so tired rite now, but can't even take a day off, I feel that way. Well we'll see. Most importantly, hope I can survive next week. 😌😁

Honey turns 5

Dah besar anak Mama, Honey. Dah 5 tahun! ✋🏻

It's a busy month for me or else I might take a leave just to spend with Honey. Hence, I target next year since it'll be the last year before Honey entering a primary school, I wanna spend a day with her on her birthday. InshaaAllah.

Alhamdulillah Honey membesar dengan sihat. Petah bercakap. I can actually have a real conversation with her.

Honey juga kakak yang baik kepada Iman. Walaupun di rumah kerap juga bergaduh, but I know she actually cares about Iman & Iman loves her too. At school, as the teacher said, she really protects Iman. I know I can count on you to take care of young lil sis.

Honey masih menyusu dalam botol lagi. Hehee, tapi dah kurang la. Itu pun, we're the one who put the restriction. Bila nak tido je minum susu. Tapi kadang2 terlebih juga.

Makan ikut mood. Kadang2 kuat makan, kadang2 kurang. She's a picky eater. Stressed gak Mama nak masak.

Huhuu sorry Honey, Mama feels sleepy already 😵. To make this short, I just wanna say, you may have flaws, but it's ok... I'll still love you ❤. You're just 5 years old. There's a long way to go. Just a be a kid. I'm really grateful to have you as my daughter 😘. TQ for a wonderful 5 years! Alhamdulillah.

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Actually I wrote the above 👆🏻, yesterday, on Honey's birthday but I couldn't post it using the app. Again, iPhone dissappoints me 😒.

Keyboard again

Another keyboard testing. Hahaa. Still haven't found my perfect iPhone keyboard. I guess I've been really spoilt with SwiftKey on Android. But as I mentioned in my previous post SwiftKey for iPhone is suck. The thing is there are 3 keyboards that almost meet my requirements. Almost, that's it. If only I can combine these 3 keyboards. But this one I think almost there. Just that there's a bug. Already emailed the developer about it. Or maybe I should retry the stock keyboard. Nahh... 😒

©2016 Posted from my iPhone 6S+

Anak

Honey & Iman, my ❤

Ok let's talk about anak² pula. Alhamdulillah, Honey & Iman dah makin besar. Tak lama lagi Honey will turn 5 while Iman will be 3. Makin mudah dijaga. Pandai main berdua, tak kacau Mama & Papa. Sekali sekala je lah. Most of the time still sikit² Mama 😏. Mama nak itu lah, nak ini lah. Hehee budak² biasa lah kan 😅.

Apa pun now I can have a good nite sleep. Honey dah tak bangun mintak susu malam². Iman pula sejak putus susu, memang da takde lah nak nenen malam. Cuma sekali sekala bangun minta air kosong. Takde hal. Memang dah stand by botol air kat tepi katil. Nak tido siang pun dah takde problem sangat. Diorang tau Mama tido, pandai lah buat hal sendiri macam tengok TV ke, mewarna atau main berdua. Janji perut dah kenyang 😊.

I think the best think about being a mom is seeing our kids grow up healthily... & that reason only is enough to make us feeling blessed, grateful & happy 😁. Nothing else matters. 👭💞 

Salam awal Muharam 1438H. Let's be a better person by always be kind, sincere & positive towards other people - family, relatives, friends, colleagues, acquaintances & even strangers. That will reflect on how happy & grateful we are as a person. That will also reflect how humble we are as a servant to Allah the Almighty.

©2016 Posted from my iPhone 6S+