Kelas~Tajwid

Sesiapa yang ingin belajar~tajwid, boleh lah hubungi Zira. No telefon seperti yang tertera di bahagian atas kiri. Menurut info yang diberikan, kelas diadakan pada hari Rabu & Jumaat, 5:30 - 7:00 petang di Kementerian~Pelajaran, Presint~1, Putrajaya.

As for me, just like stated in the text, I had to pass the class up cos no one could take care of Honey. If Honey is older, I'd bring her along, if only I'm allowed to. I did feel disappointed cos I'd really like to attend the class. Hope later on, I'll get the opportunity. Allah knows.

No matter how much we think we know about tajweed as we have learned in school, seriously there are more to learn. When it comes to learn Quran & the tajweed, it's better to 'talaqqi' or have someone to teach & correct us. Lagipun bila berguru, pasti akan dapat ilmu baru, in shaa Allah. Paling penting, kita berusaha untuk menjadi lebih baik & semoga usaha kita itu diredhaiNya.

Allah Knows

Memang ada beberapa point di atas yang mengena. Terkilan gak sebab terpaksa pass up halaqah or islamic class since no one can take care of Honey. Tapi takpe lah, Allah knows.

Honey's 1st Holiday

Dah lama gila tak pergi bercuti. Sejak Honey lahir tak pernah pergi bercuti. My interpretation of 'pergi bercuti' is going away from home, staying at a hotel/resort or something like that at least for 1 nite doing thing that unrelated to work.

I did plan to go for a holiday only when Honey could walk. Alhamdulillah pada usia 1 tahun 2 bulan, Honey is able to walk. Walaupun memang dah rancang nak pergi bercuti bulan depan, tapi bila Honey dah pandai berjalan, hati ni terus meronta2 nak pergi bercuti la ni gak.

Nak bercuti tempat yang dekat & mesti ada kolam renang. So ke Morib~Gold~Coast je lah. Most of the reviews complained about the bad service. I guess, we'd see. When it comes to holiday, for me, it'll be more fun if the time is spent with family.


So this was Honey's 1st holiday.

Masa

Roadmap

Preparation for weekend getaway

Swimming suit - checked
Pelampung - checked
Sunblock - errr perlu ke?

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11.12.12

Honey genap 1 tahun 2 bulan.

Honey dah boleh berjalan, tapi masih belum stabil. Pada hari itu juga, pertama kali aku tengok Honey berdiri sendiri daripada kedudukan duduk tanpa pegang & berpaut pada apa2. 2 hari kemudian, iaitu hari ini, I'd say I see lots of improvement. Honey lebih banyak berjalan daripada merangkak. Yay! Double yay!

Honey is a tiny baby. But since she can walk, she looks tinier to me. Budak kecil yang terkedek2 berjalan. I guess she's indeed in petite category.

Honey masih kuat menyusu & kurang makan. She eats, but in a lil quantity. Bila dia lapar susu, aku cuba bagi dia makan & dia makan. Tapi pastu tetap nak susu gak. 1 hari Honey minum ~36oz. Tetap kurus & kecil. Maybe it's the gene that she inherits from me. Duluuuu pun aku kurus gak walaupun banyak makan.

Now that she's 1 year old ++, I have to say that she's amusing in so many ways. She has becoming more responsive. She understands more. Susah nak describe part ni. I just love seeing amanah Allah ni membesar.



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Sesaje

Ini adalah kegilaan aku sekarang...


Tudung awning lembut. Suka sangat! Sebab bukan setakat selesa dipakai, untuk orang yang tak kisah muka kelihatan bulat ke lonjong ke, tak payah nak risau awning senget, tapi senang juga untuk dibasuh & disimpan. Pastu boleh dipakai ketika solat tanpa perlu risau awning patah/penyek. Tudung awning keras tu dah cukup senang dipakai... ni kes nak senangggg lagi. Setakat ni material tudung ni yang aku jumpa adalah cotton which gives extra comfort.

So tengah gigih mengumpul semua warna. Actually payah nak jumpa yang plain. Most of the plain one, I bought online. Kalau yang bercorak, beli kat pasar malam je. But I have to say, Ariani punya yang bercorak cantik. It just that I know that I rarely wear the one with pattern. So tak mau lah membazir. Unfortunately, no plain one kat Ariani. Kalau tak, it'd be my 1st tudung yang beli kat Ariani. Still I haven't found the must have color for every normal lady out there which is pink. I so want the pink one.

Ehem, cantik tak??? Telekung... model tu memang cantik.


Credit to the seller's FB which I shall not name here since I don't get any commission :-P.
Baru beli semalam. Turned out the seller's house is near my house. So no need to deliver by post. Semalam ada lagi 3 kaler, but today only 2 colors left. I'm so satisfied with the quality & am thinking of buying another one, not for me though, as a gift but the color that I want is the one which has sold out today. Bukan rezeki orang tu lah kot kan... whoever the lucky lady is... hehee.

Tomorrow, I have 2 invitations. Guess what?? Kedua2nya adalah jemputan ke kenduri anak berkhatan. Cuti sekolah lah katakan. Tapi ni lah rasanya pertama kali aku nak gi kenduri berkhatan.

Salam Jumaat!

السلام عليكم...

Eh… Dah berapa ya??

Eh… Dah berapa ya??

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Ill & Pregnant

I'm ill but I'm not pregnant. Kate~Middleton is. Tetiba. Last week, one of my gorgeous friend broke the news that she was 6 weeks pregnant. About 2 weeks before I thought I was pregnant. Hahaa. I had back ache a few days before menstrual date which was abnormal for me. Mula lah terfikir, ntah² pregnant kot. Somehow I felt nervous. Ntah lah, there was time I thought I was ready, but I was scared at the same time. Turned out, I had my period earlier than expected. To be honest, I felt relief.

After that I did spend some times thinking when would be the right time to get pregnant again. If I ask myself now, I'll say that I'm satisfied & don't mind if Honey is the only child. In fact, I'm more than grateful to have Honey that I feel I'm not deserved to ask for more. So, yeah it's ok for me but it may not be ok for Honey. I remember a friend of mine who is the only child told me that it's not fun to be the only child.

Even though I did get pregnant again before, I'm not so optimistic that I can easily get pregnant again next time when I want to. But still we should plan rite. Apa pun kita hanya mampu merancang & berusaha. Jadi atau tak jadi seperti yang dirancang, itu kuasa Allah.


Actually I really want to jot down my experience when delivering Honey & lesson that I've learned throughout the journey to motherhood. For my own reminder & memory.

Ok back to I'm ill rite now. Aku selsema & sakit tekak. To my surprise doc told me that I actually have high fever too. I started feeling sick yesterday but I guess being a mom, no matter how weak our body or how 'weng' our head was, once we picked up our kid from the nursery, we put aside the sickness & attended to our kid. There was no time to just lying & resting. Somehow we managed. At least I managed ;-). الحمدلله


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Bakal Khatam

Tinggal 3 juzuk lagi nak khatam.
Kalau ikut jadual, Jumaat depan khatamlah.
Moga diberi kesempatan... إنشاءالله


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Jom Jangan Mengumpat

Hari ini hari Jumaat.
Yay, esok cuti! Weekend ni mungkin busy sebab pelbagai aktiviti telah dirancang.

Mesej hari ini jangan berprasangka & mengumpat.


Surah Al-Hujurat: 12
Habis tu, tak boleh cakap pasal orang lain langsung lah ya? Ustazah cakap, boleh... kalau berbincang untuk mencari penyelesaian sesuatu masalah yang melibatkan individu tersebut. Maknanya niatnya bukan untuk mencari salah atau menyebarkan keburukan, tapi untuk menjernihkan keadaan.

Memang susah nak tahan mulut ni daripada mengumpat. Somehow cerita pasal orang atau lebih tepat mengata orang ni seronok sebab setan jadi tukang sorak. Peringatan untuk diri sendiri, diam adalah lebih baik daripada mengumpat.


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Honey's 1st Birthday Bash

Huhuu 'birthday bash' lah sangat. Nak panggil birthday party pun tak layak. Just a small gathering with close family members, that was it.

On Honey's birthday, which was Thursday, Oct 11 (~1 1/2 bulan yang lalu), just me & JD with Honey, the 1 year old birthday girl, celebrated the day at home after work. Just a cake, for the sake of taking photos.


But since it was a special day for Honey, JD gave her a chance to eat the cake by herself. Well, comot lah mulut, tangan & lantai.


Then on Saturday, Nenek sponsored Honey's cake. Thank you Nenek & Mak Mok for the cake... cantik!


Honey was excited when she had been given a chance to stand on the chair with a plastic cake knife & colorful cake in front of her.


It has been a very blessing 1 year for me. Honey I want you to know that Mama love you so much, a second more after forever.


(Anuar~Zain's song but I prefer Jaclyn~Victor's version during Juara~Lagu)

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Boikot

Dulu, aku tak lah berminat sangat nak memboikot. For me, I didn't find that my role was significant enough to give impact. Rasa macam sama je kalau boikot dengan tak boikot. Until when I was in Jakarta early last month, aku terbaca satu blog bercerita pasal iklan yang telah diluluskan oleh US untuk dipaparkan di subway station, bas etc.


How come US boleh luluskan this kind of advertisment even just for 4 weeks?? From that day on, aku bertekad untuk boikot produk US. I whatsapped JD, told him that no more Shell after this. Siap tekad no more Coach, DKNY & Levi's. Tak kisah lah aku sorang je yang boikot. It just that, I myself despise them & I have lost interest to purchase their products.

Apabila Palestin diserang rejim Zionis laknatullah, kempen memboikot barangan Israel & yang menyumbang kepada Israel kembali hangat. Ada yang bersungguh2, ada juga yang begitu pessimist menganggap ini isu bermusim. Ada juga yang rasa tak guna memboikot atas pelbagai alasan. Kalau dulu, I thought it might be difficult for us to understand since we were not that exposed to the outside world. But now where FB, blog & other social medias are powerful & has becoming part of our life, just hard to believe that there are still ignorant people out there especially among young generation.


Lucky for me, based on the list above it won't be hard for me to boycott. I'm not a coffee lover & I don't even find it cool to hang out at Starbucks & pretend like I enjoy the coffee. I used to be DKNY perfume & Loreal skin care user, but I didn't mind to switch to any other products & I did switch. The hardest one to boycott will be McD. Huhuu. But somehow, I didn't even know that they gave free breakfast last Monday.

On Wednesday morning, as usual menonton MHI ketika menyiapkan Honey. I like the idea of the show guest. One of the way to stop Israel is by giving pressure to US. Dia bagi contoh ketika Perang Ramadan pada tahun 1973 kot. Pengeluar2 minyak yang mostly as we know adalah negara2 Islam, menaikkan harga minyak yang dieksport ke US (since diorang tak eksport ke Israel). As we know, US penyokong kuat Israel (& depa tak kisah orang tau sebab tu lah iklan support Israel tu pun boleh diluluskan). Israel sendiri rasanya takkan seberani itu kalau takde geng yang kuat macam US. As for US plak, depa lah untung sebab boleh bekalkan senjata (just a theory but I believe it) & ekonomi tak tergugat pun sebab orang dok fokus on camna nak melumpuhkan ekonomi Israel dengan cara memboikot terutamanya McD. But it's time to stop questioning others. We should ask ourselves instead what are we going to do.

Masing2 ada cara tersendiri untuk membantu Palestin termasuklah dengan cara memboikot... sampai macam nak bergaduh plak sebab isu boikot ni. Apa pun let's not be judgemental when we see others at McD or Starbucks. For some of us, maybe dia tak boikot McD, tapi maybe banyak benda lain yang dia boikot begitu juga sebaliknya. Ada yang boleh boikot McD, tapi tak sanggup tak minum kopi Starbucks. Or maybe tak boikot langsung. As I said masing2 ada cara tersendiri.

Gencatan senjata dah dicapai. But still Palestine is not free. Keep praying for the safety of all our brothers & sisters k.


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It's Makan Time!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم...


Nyum, nyum, nyum...



الحمدلله...


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Sehari Selepas Maal Hijrah

Regarding to the previous post, kalau ada yang baca (kalau ada lah) maybe akan terlintas di fikiran, 'Dah alim dah budak ni...' Huhuu I wish! InsyaAllah. Ya lah, sampai bila nak jadi tak alim kan. Sampai bila?? Moga umur panjang & sempat menuju ke tahap itu.

Actually I was giving lecture to myself. Aku lah tu yang kengkonon masih belum 'bersedia', kadang² rasa menyampah pun ada (astagfirullahal'azim...), pastu dok berkira² cukup ke tak duit & masa. But as I mentioned, kene paksa diri. So I'm pushing myself to become a better Muslim, insyaAllah. One of the way is by writing a reminder for myself just like this & previous posts.

Alhamdulillah, hari ini 2 Muharam 1434H, aktiviti yang dirancang dapat dijalankan. Moga Allah terangkan hati & permudahkan jalan kami untuk terus istiqamah. Semoga usaha kami mendapat keredhaan & keberkatanNya.

Ketika kita masih mood tahun baru, mood cuti panjang bagi yang sambung cuti, kita dikejutkan dengan berita Palestin diserang Israel. Sama² lah kita berdoa semoga Allah melindungi & menyelamatkan saudara² kita bukan sahaja di Palestin, malah di Syria & di mana sahaja. Kalau nak derma via sms, boleh ikut step di bawah:


Sesungguhnya kehidupan di dunia ini hanyalah sementara...


(-_-")

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Hijrah

Selamat Tahun Baru 1434 hijrah!

Di waktu pagi, sambil melayan si kecil, sempat menonton Selami~Jiwa di Astro Oasis. Topik pagi tadi adalah berkenaan dengan taubat. Jamal~Abdillah & Sham~Kamikaze menjadi tetamu jemputan.

Aku tertarik dengan cerita Sham on how dia menerima hidayah. Akhirnya doa si ibu selama ini makbul apabila si anak berhijrah. Sama ada hidayah dicari atau datang sendiri, yang penting kemahuan untuk bertaubat & menjadi Muslim yang lebih baik.

Menurut Dr. Fadzillah~Kamsah, ni sebab² orang bertangguh untuk bertaubat...


Aku suka point no. 2 & 5. Mungkin tanpa kita sedari kita telah menerima hidayah, tapi kita menolak. Mungkin datang dalam bentuk yang tak kita senangi, membuatkan kita rasa menyampah, tapi sedar benda tu baik. So kita ada pilihan, nak ikut dalam keterpaksaan atau tolak mentah² sebab ikutkan rasa menyampah tu. Or just plainly menolak kerana belum 'bersedia'. Err tapi kalau setiap kali diajak kepada kebaikan kita rasa menyampah, mungkin nak kene rujuk point no. 1 & lain² point kot.

Baru² ni aku ada baca satu blog & terbaca komen... kalau tak ikhlas, lebih baik tak yah pakai tudung. Typical comment,isn't it? Aku juga pernah dengar, dalam beribadat ni kita kene buat walaupun terpaksa lagi² untuk perkara yang wajib. Contoh solat, tak ikhlas camna pun, kene buat. Bersedekah walaupun tak wajib, tapi buatlah walaupun tak ikhlas. Untuk bimbing hati jadi ikhlas, kene buat secara berterusan, istiqomah. Mula² terpaksa, lama² terbiasa & jadi ikhlas, insyaAllah.

Oppss dah macam ustazah lak... ^_^. Selalu merapu, sekali-sekala share benda yang baik sebagai ingatan untuk diri sendiri gak. Mana tau sempena tahun baru ni menjadi amalan yang berterusan ;-).

Point no. 6 juga menarik. Kadang² nak buat benda yang baik perlukan duit. Mula lah berkira² cukup ke duit aku. Kalau cukup pun, cukup² & berkuranglah duit. Dah berbelah bagi hati ni nak teruskan ke taknak. Tapi kalau nak dibandingkan duit yang dibelanja ke jalan Allah tu dengan nikmat yang telah diberikanNya selama ini, apa lah sangat kan nilai duit tu.

Salah satu cara untuk mencari hidayah ialah dengan membaca & memahami al-Quran...



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Jom baca Quran

Jom baca Quran

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To Excel - Part 1

Sekarang ni kan musim exam SPM. At the same time, last few weeks, musim ambil report card & majlis penyampaian hadiah. Time tu ramai friends wish good luck to SPM candidates, update pasal pencapaian anak sekolah & upload pic anak ambil hadiah dalam FB.

Impress gak... terdetik dalam hati, pandai² anak² kawan aku. Ada yang baru balik oversea after 4 years, balik sini anak darjah 1, BM berterabur, gi hantar tuition, akhir tahun dapat pencapaian terbaik untuk kertas BM. I just wonder actually what happen to other kids yang memang bertutur BM di rumah & luar rumah? Do kids nowadays even Standard 1 kids, actually need tuition to excel?

Err sambung nanti lah yek.

Parenthood Talk

Yesterday after work & picking up Honey at the nursery, I went to Honey's favorite teacher's house which I called Kak Sal for the 1st time. Actually she had been absent for 2 days, Tuesday & Wednesday. Other teachers at the nursery told me that she wasn't well. So I decided to visit her. Actually I've been wanted to go to Kak Sal's house for quite sometimes now, since she has always offered taking care of Honey not only at the nursery, but I don't have proper reason to do so. So when she didn't show up at the nursery on Wednesday, I guessed I should visit her then.

She's Honey's favorite teacher because Honey only wants to be attended by her. Last 2 days, when I sent Honey to the nursery, Honey would cry because I passed her to other teachers, not Kak Sal since Kak Sal wasn't there. Somehow despite being sent to the nursery almost everyday, Honey's very selective. She refuses to be with just anybody. She meets the other teachers almost everyday too, just like she meets Kak Sal but somehow she only wants to be with Kak Sal.

So the statement that every baby is unique is very true. For me, it's very surprising to see how Honey develops her own character despite the environment where she has grown up. Before I thought we parents were 100% responsible to determine our children characters by providing the right environment & example. Now I know that even 1 year old kid is smart enough to has her own preference regardless her small world that is provided by her parents.

Yesterday at Kak Sal's home we did discuss about this, about how babies can have their own preference & character. The owner of the nursery, Husna, is quite strict & try to discipline the kids while on the other hand Kak Sal prefer to be more flexible towards kids. As for me, I'm glad that Honey is trained to adapt to both situation. Glad that there's someone like Kak Sal with her full of sifat keibuan & Husna with her role as the pengetua taska.

Ok lah I have more to say actually on this matter... so will continue later if the time & mood permit, insyaAllah of course.

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Oh Nasi Goreng

Nasi goreng ni aku namakan nasi goreng campak...


Sebabnya campak je bahan² dalam kuali, jadi lah nasi goreng ni. Very easy. Bahan² pun guna leftover yang hari Ahad punya je. Tengok ada nasi sejuk & sambal ayam dalam peti ais, Honey pun dah tido, so sempat lah masak nasi goreng ni before JD balik keje.

Tumis bawang putih & bawang merah, campak cili api, campak garam. Separuh orang ramas dulu nasi dengan garam, tapi aku malas. Pastu campak ayam yang dah dipotong kecil, kemudian campakkan nasi. Gunakan sudip untuk hancurkan nasi yang berkepal. Pecahkan telur dalam nasi tadi, gorenglah sampai telur betul² masak. Siap. Oh takde sayur sebab malas nak potong. Huhuu. Sebenarnya ada je lobak yang dah distim & blend kasar dalam peti ais, Honey punya. Lupa. Kalau teringat, boleh lah campak sekali masuk dalam nasi goreng ni.

Tu pun, masa masak nasi goreng ni terganggu gak sebab Honey tido tak lena. Ada lah dalam 2 kali, tengah² masak, matikan api gi tengok Honey kat hall sebab dengar dia merengek. Kalau biarkan api takut ralit tengok Honey, hangus plak kan.

Walaupun simple, rasanya sedap tau. Hehee puji masakan sendiri. At least menepati lah selera aku. Ni tengok gambar pun, perut jadi lapar.

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My Lil Sunshine

Honey Dah Sihat!

Alhamdulillah.

Actually since Wednesday evening Honey had shown a good progress. Fortunately, Honey didn't have any problem drinking the new milk. Risau gak Honey tak mau sebab Honey ni pandai merasa. Sape kata baby tak boleh bezakan bubur yang ada garam dengan tak bergaram. Maybe for certain babies yes, but not Honey. I know Honey's not a baby anymore, she's a toddler now but she just enter 1, give her more time to remain as a baby ok, at least my baby ;-).

Dah sihat, apa lagi aktiviti mengemas lah...


Habis dikemasnya CD & DVD. Now the 2 rows remain empty. Tak kuasa nak susun balik CD & DVD kat situ.

Ni masa raya haji pada hari Jumaat yang lalu...


We all beraya kat Ikea je. On that day I started not feeling well. I caught a bad cold. Hari Sabtu balik kampung, balik hari je. Hari ni MC, not just due to the bad cold, I also suffered from a bad cough. Nak tido pun tak boleh. Takpe lah, yang penting anak dah sihat.

Update On Honey's Health

Malam tadi Honey masih muntah². So I decided to continue taking leave today. Maknanya 3 hari berturut-turut lah aku cuti sebab semalam pun aku cuti & esok memang kene cuti. Esok taska Honey dah tutup untuk cuti raya. Tak apa lah. Tak yah nak sayang² cuti. Sayang anak lagi bermakna. In her condition rite now, walaupun tak demam, Honey needs extra attention which cannot be provided by her teachers at the day care.

I have to admit that today Honey is less active & that breaks my heart. She still playing around but her move not as fast as normal. Now she's sleeping. Sebelum tido dia berpusing mengelilingi aku, then tiba² dia sembamkan muka dia ke atas riba aku & tak bangun². Pelik gak tapi takde lah risau since I could feel her breath. Rupa²nya tertidur which had never been occurred before. Mesti letih sangat. Honey masih tak berapa nak menyusu. Nasib baik before tido tadi Honey nak makan bubur walaupun sikit.

Aku dah beli susu lain tapi belum bagi Honey cuba lagi. Nanti bila Honey bangun tido, nak cuba bagi. Really hope that susu ni serasi dengan Honey.

Semoga Honey Cepat Sihat

Actually I plan to update Honey's progress at 1 year old. Tapi seperti biasa, selalu update dalam kepala je, tak terzahir dengan kata-kata. Kalau dari kepala ni boleh terus transfer masuk blog, pasti setiap hari 2, 3 pos yang panjang berjela.

Rite now actually I feel a bit fatigue. Apa taknya dah 2 malam tido ayam je. Dah 2 malam Honey tido tak lena. Tetiba menangis, susu, puting semua tak nak. Tu 1 hal. 1 hal lagi, asyik lah muntah. Boleh dikatakan Honey akan bangun 1/2 jam sekali. So camna lah aku nak tido. Sampai rasa sakit kepala ni. Tapi gagahkan diri gak gi keje sebab sayang cuti.

Pagi tadi bawa Honey ke klinik. Doktor check semua ok. Nafas ok, perut ok, tekak pun ok. Demam pun tak.

Aku suspek Honey sakit nak tumbuh gigi & at the same time tak sesuai dengan susu baru. Actually dah tumbuh sikit dah gigi Honey, tapi instead of gigi yang betul-betul depan, yang tumbuhnya adalah gigi yang sebelah gigi taring. Aku tengok macam nak tumbuh 4 batang gigi atas serentak tapi somehow yang betul-betul depan tu gusinya liat sikit kot. Mau tak sakit kan. Pasal susu lak, since Honey dah setahun, harus lah tukar susu formula to different stage. Since tukar susu minggu lepas, Honey berak cair... tapi muntah yang kerap ni baru start Ahad, malam Isnin.

Actually sebelum ni pun Honey selalu muntah sebab batuk berkahak. Tapi takde lah sampai 3 kali 1 malam. Biasanya muntah sekali je. Tu pun sepanjang Honey setahun ni, 2 kali je pernah sedut gas. Alhamdulillah, walaupun agak kerap batuk berkahak & selsema tapi Honey jarang demam. Kalau demam pun, tak lama. Bagi ubat, esoknya elok dah. So far Honey tak penah lagi merasa ubat bontot. Macam mana rupa ubat bontot tu pun aku tak tau. Orang kata normal budak duduk taska selalu batuk & selsema. Tapi aku takde lah menyalahkan taska sebab Honey ada tabiat suka merasa benda dengat mulut. Semua benda kalau boleh nak masuk mulut. Apa pun Honey tak pernah lagi kene masuk ward walaupun mamanya ni dah prepare awal-awal medical card untuk Honey. Ya lah kan, sekarang ni macam banyak virus & penyakit pelik-pelik. Moga2 Honey terus dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik.

Pasal keadaan Honey sekarang ni, aku bersyukur gak. Despite muntah-muntah & berak cair for 2 days, Honey remains active. Aku rasa kalau orang tua pun mau flat. Ini kan pulak budak. Dah lah tak mau minum air garam. Actually doktor pun tak bagi air garam sebab dia tengok Honey aktif aje. Beli sendiri kat farmasi sebab risau plak tengok Honey macam dah hilang banyak air. Nasib baik Honey suka minum air masak. Hari ni, Honey masih takde selera. Minum susu pun kurang sangat. Tapi tu lah tak dapat dipastikan hilang selera sebab sakit nak tumbuh gigi ke atau sebab tak suka susu baru. We'll see tonite macam mana. Hope Honey will be better. Semoga lena tido & dah tak muntah. Semoga Honey berselera minum susu. InsyaAllah.

~RM130,000 To Spend

Kalau boleh nak kene spend this year jugak or else I might have to wait until March next year to be able to spend the money or more precisely the fund. Hmm but how to spend when the time is very limited. Tinggal ~2 bulan je lagi ni... supplier pun takut barang tak sempat sampai.

Kalau duit sendiri, tak yah nak pening kepala... Hari ni pun boleh habiskan & dapat barangnya.

Birthday Girl

Honey is 1 YEAR old!


Cantik tak saya?

Kalau tak jawab pun, saya tau saya cantik...
Gown & headband are gifts from cikgu taska. Even a day before Honey birthday, she already received birthday present from her cikgu which was a pair of orange pyjama. Semoga Honey terus menjadi kesayangan cikgu. Tapi jangan become spoiled ya sayang... jadi lah anak yang baik, mendengar cakap & hormat orang tua.

Wajah-wajah Kesayangan

Dari sebulan ke sebulan, it was an exciting experience seeing how Honey had grown up from a lil newborn baby to a lil toddler.

Just born, 1 month

2 months, 3 months
4 months, 5 months

6 months, 7 months
8 months, 9 months

10 months, 11 months
& today Honey is 1 year old!!! Oh how time flies...

What's On My Mind?

I guess having 2 courses back to back for 2 weeks which is unrelated to my current projects really affects my working mood. Huh sungguh rasa jammed otak ni.

I should organize a meeting but before that I should be ready with the information that I wanna deliver in the meeting. I know how time is precious... tak mau meeting meleret-leret without clear objectives. Tapi tak tau lah kenapa, otak ni macam beku je. Dalam beku2 tu boleh gak terfikir nak propose a new project tahun depan. Actually I just need money to buy a few stuff. Dah lupakan. I should focus on the current projects.

Tomorrow is Honey's birthday yo! Dah plan tak mau buat apa2 untuk kat taska. But somehow, petang semalam masa amik Honey, boleh plak cikgu Honey mentioned about Honey's birthday. Dah rasa macam tak kene plak kalau takde buat apa2. Tengok lah camna nanti. Sama ada beli kek, prepare goodies or do nothing.

As for us, me & JD we don't plan anything. I kinda busy these days that if possible I just wanna have extra rest. Certainly there'll be no party for Honey.

Takpe nanti bila Honey dah besar, dah pandai mintak, baru mama buat party ok.

Bermimpi

Kan best kalau tak yah gi keje esok, lusa, tulat (tak tau lah betul ke tak perkataan ni...), tulat esok, tulat lusa, tulat tulat... & hari-hari seterusnya. Cuti ada lagi, tapi keje banyak. Acik stressed.

Tetiba teringat budak yang sewakan payung kat Jakarta tempoh hari. Sanggup berhujan untuk mencari rezeki.

Alhamdulillah, aku ada pekerjaan yang tetap, pendapatan pun memuaskan. Semoga aku dapat melaksanakan amanah kerja dengan baik. Aaminn...


Pemandangan waktu pagi di luar hotel ketika di Jakarta minggu lalu.

Hmm... but there's no harm if I take 1 day leave... cuma cuti lah makin susut... huhuu.

Last Day @ Jakarta

Yay! Can't wait to go home. Harap2 flight tak delay.

Besides learning from the workshop, here I also learn other thing... they might be poor, their value of money compare to ours are low but they are rich with hospitalities. If there is evaluation, I'll give the organiser full mark. Basically while I was here, I didn't need to spend any money. They provide everything. Even when we went out for visit/sight-seeing they provided us with mineral water. Or I might be just lucky with the organiser. But I like to think +ve. So they are indeed nice people.


At one of the entrances of the workshop venue.
Mereka juga kreatif mencari rezeki. When I arrived at the airport I felt like I was being bugged by them when they offered help to carry the bag etc. Of course their assistance are not free. But think about it again now, they don't ask much actually. I think 5k rupiah will do which is ~RM1.50. Last night I went to a shopping mall nearby with the Myanmar lady (Cho) accompanied by an Indo girl (Tanty). It was raining by the time we wanted to go back so we needed an umbrella to find a mini bus. Tanty brought her own. Suddenly there was a boy which was already wet carry an umbrealla, so Tanty called the boy & the boy gave the umbrella to me. Me & Cho shared the umbrella while the young boy followed us in the rain. Tanty gave him 4k rupiah. I wanted to give more but Tanty didn't allow me. Poor that young boy. Hope he'll be in good health. It makes me think how rich we are. We would spent so much to eat, but for some even they stayed whole night in the rain, they couldn't afford the single meal that we had. Sekurang-kurangnya mereka ini mencari rezeki yang halal dengan membantu orang lain.

Ok, sampai ketemu lagi...

@Jakarta

Ini je wang Rupiah yang dibawa ke Jakarta...


Even JD says it's so little but since I dont know whether I have the opportunity to shopping, I don't wanna change so much. I hope I have the opportunity but the schedule is packed. Absolutely, there's no way I'll go to Tanah~Abang. The organizer already said that it's far (I'm at the south of Jakarta) & the traffic is bad. So far I haven't go anywhere. To be honest I'm afraid to survey the area on my own.

The hotel...


Here I share the room with a Myanmar lady. Of course I didn't like the idea at 1st. But turns out it's not bad at all. She's nice & not like we have to chat all the time. We just do our own business.

This is the reason why I'm in Jakarta rite now...


This is one of the activities during the workshop...


Basically we learn how to program the microcontroller, the power supply options which one of them is solar energy, the wireless communication & how to integrate all of these into a radiation~monitoring system. The instructors are warm, easy going & they actually expert in their fields. The foods are good. I have to say, Indonesia has been a very good organizer. They even provide dinners even though I.C.T.P has informed us in email that dinners are not provided. They even provide us a bus even though the hotel is very near to the workshop place due to the construction along side of the road. By the way, me & the Myanmar lady are the only female participants.

Last but not least, me!!!



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Selamat Sore

Hari ini aku meninggalkan Honey lagi. Huwaaaa! Sungguh aku tak rasa seronok. Dalam diam, aku bertekad tak mau lah out-station dah walaupun cuma 1 minggu sampai Honey dah pandai cakap & faham sikit which is 2 years old maybe. I guess I just have to say bye bye to on-job training & attachment. Note to myself, apply PhD so that tak yah fikir pasal kursus/latihan lagi for next 4 years.

Macam2 bermain di fikiran. Dah lah Honey kurang sihat sekarang. I try to be +ve, I know that Honey will be in good hands just like before when I went to Delft but somehow still I feel worried. Ni baru anak sorang, dah risau nak mampus... kalau ramai tak tau lah camna. Sometimes I guess not only I'm not fit physically to have more kids, but I'm not fit emotionally too. I read somewhere that once you have a child it's possible to be worried 24/7. Very true.

Somehow I feel so tired right now even though it was only 2 hours flight. Maybe because I could hardly sleep last night. So that's all for today. Good nite from Jakarta.

Going away, again...

Kereta Kecilku

Pic was snapped on July 14, about 2 months ago.


Kereta ni antara hasil shopping di ToysRUs clearance sale. Sales up to 70%. Sib baik Honey kecil lagi, tak reti meminta. Mama & Papa pulak yang over shopping mainan.