So, now I'm on a pregnancy phase that is new to me. Masa Honey dulu, aku bersalin secara cesarean genap usia kandungan 38 minggu. Ni da terlebih beberapa hari.
Ntah lah, sejujurnya masih belum bersedia untuk bersalin. Rasa macam masih banyak kerja yang perlu diselesaikan. At the office, I still work my ass off. Semalam, ketika jam hampir 5:30 petang, baru teringat macam mana kalau tetiba bersalin weekend ni atau pun ketika cuti raya haji nanti. Ada beberapa kerja yang belum diserahkan. The best I can do yesterday was to separate all the documents that need attention while I am on maternity leave. So, I guess kalau tetiba terberanak, I just give a call & ask my colleagues to take over the docs. Tu nasib baik teringat. Kalau tak, memang bakal menyusahkan diri sendiri. Hmmm, however don't take me wrong. Not that I'm not ready to carry this baby on my arm. I guess being last minute person I am & my tendency to procrastinate, it's just natural for me to act this way. Masa Honey dulu pun, last minute prepare gak. Even a day before the operation day, I still came to the office & worked!
Ada juga sedikit rasa tak sabar bila mengenangkan keadaan diri yang agak berat & perut yang besar. Worse, my whole body feels itchy. Mula2, selepas minggu 34, cuma gatal di perut & pangkal peha je. Masuk minggu 37, semua tempat gatal. Tak tahan so garu gak la especially tang perut & peha walaupun buruk rupanya nanti. Basically, I'm healthy. I still can walk around without any difficulty. Tapi bila tido terasa juga sakit badan. Bila nak tukar position tido terasa tegang urat bahu & belakang dicampur dengan rasa lenguh kaki. There are times, despite feeling tired, I just couldn't sleep.
However, I'd like to cherish this pregnancy experience. So it's ok if the baby decides to stay inside a bit longer. Take your time baby. We gonna have a long journey together once you meet the world, inshaAllah.
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