Tuesday, June 24, 2008

This & That: BTN

Phewww... I've completed the BTN's program *related post*. InsyaAllah, lulus kot.

Ok, a few about this & that regarding the BTN's program...

1. 1st time kene gigit pacat! But I guess I've been blessed. Why? Firstly, sebab org kata pacat tu hisap darah kotor. So somehow I feel healthier. Secondly, I didn't even see the pacat. Sedar2 tgk kaki berdarah. Maybe pacat tu ada kat stokin. Mmg tak tgk pun masa tanggal stokin so I didn't notice it. I didn't dare check the stocking... I threw them away. Penakut... hehehe.

2. 1st time nari pocor-pocor. When the jurulatih mentioned that we'd have pocor2 in the evening, I was looking forward for it. I've known about pocor2... it's a famous group activity nowadays. Something like aerobic. Siap penah carik kat YouTube video pocor2. So, if you don't know what is pocor2, try to search it on YouTube. Maybe my spelling is incorrect. The step is repetitive. I prefer playing PS2 dance pad.

3. Fortunately, nice facilitators were assigned to my group for LDK sessions. Somehow both of them managed to deliver a different point of view from mainstream or alternative media... at least to my shallow knowledge. Despite the idea of gonna be brainwashed, I'm open minded enough to really listen to the lectures. I found out the story regarding the politics is very intriguing. But still, I have no interest to participate in politic, the possibility is still 0 but now, I have the interest to know what's going on in political world. Somehow it reminds me to Sidney Sheldon's story... yes, I have a shallow political minded. How can I relate a supposed-to-be-a-true-story to a fiction. I do feel the story is more real & somehow based on the theory (yes for me it just a theory because no matter how convincing the story is, since I live in a free country where the government has the power, with a constitution & laws where we have to believe a person is not guilty until proven guilty), I do believe the story.

4. The exam, for me was a very sleepy one. Every time reading the questions it was like receiving a dose of sleeping pill. Just imagine, there are 60 questions... when I finished answering the last question, I was officially need some sleep. Well the questions are more to current issue. Tak byk pun on history. So my tips are no need to read the notes bersungguh2... rasanya tak baca pun takpe & use your logic to answer the questions. Hehee... mcm confident je luluskan.

5. Overall, it was a very tiring program. The schedule is tight. It wasn't only tiring in terms of physical, I was also tired of the hectic pace of the program. There was a point if I'd given a choice I'd quit just to get more time to sleep. This is my 2nd time going to BTN. But as far as I remember, the previous one which was at Ulu Kenas, Perak wasn't as tiring. However, it was still bearable.

6. Pujian harus diberikan kepada urusetia. Bukan nak bodek k. I give credits to those who deserved. They had treated us well. Sometimes, feel nervous to join this kind of program sbb takut kene marah dgn urusetia/jurulatih, ala2 mcm orientasi gitu... tp they were nice, takde marah2 or tengking2. Tak yah segan nak request apa2 kecuali balik awal sebelum program tamat la kot. I gave 2 comments on the program & both of my comments were responded during the closing session. Firstly, the tight schedule... however, that's the best they can do or else the period of the program needs to be longer. For me, they just need to remove the activity that is less effective voted by participants. Secondly, the drinking water facility. On the 1st day I was kinda dehydrated, the plain water for drink only available at the dining hall. Actually, before there were water coolers at lecture hall & dorm... they'll re-install the facility soon.

Yahoo... BTN dah abis! Next, completed all the forms given by JPA & visa application. 2 months, 3 weeks & 6 days until I'm going to Liverpool... nervousnya...

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