Meroyan

Beberapa hari ni aku tension pasal keje. Apa taknya, hari Rabu hantar Honey ke taska, almost for nothing sebab boss baru tak terima cara kitorang buat S.K.T. Dah lah that nite I spent time nak siapkan, kononnya esoknya tinggal hantar je despite the nite before I couldnt really sleep sbb pkul 2:30am tetiba Honey terjaga & menangis, so nak kene pujuk baru boleh tido balik. Pukul 5 Honey bangun lagi utk menyusu. Biasanya pas menyusu Honey akan terus tido tapi kali ni boleh pulak dia ketawa mengekek & tak mau tido. Macam tau2 je esoknya 1st day di taska, so dia pun susah nak tido. Nasib baik Honey baby yg baik. Letak je atas katil biar lah dia main sorang2. Nanti dengan sendirinya tertido. Tapi sebagai ibu risau gak, so kejap2 terjaga tengok dia buat apa.

Hari Khamis hantar lagi Honey ke taska. Memang dah deal dengan owner taska, hanya akan hantar 2 hari je bulan ni. Balik rumah, on laptop JD, konon nak semak semula S.K.T yg dah disiapkn malam td & hantar. Then I got msg from Mas telling tht our new boss doesnt like the way we prepare our S.K.T so we have to redo it. Arghhhh bermulalah tension tahap gaban aku. Penat2 aku siapkan, now kene buat semula??!

Actually I dont really mind. Masalah utama ialah nak access HR.MIS yg hamis lg menyusahkn. DEM SLOW OK. Orang nak paperless, kita pun nak paperless. Buat sistem berkomputer, pakai internet konon canggih & maju, tapi hampeh. SLOW NAK MAMPUS. Kalau komplen, mesti salahkn pengguna jugak. Kononnya kita ni yang suka buat last minute secara berjemaah jd traffic jam pun berlaku di dalam talian. Yeah rite.. Hakikatnya takkan slow kalau sistem tu memang 'canggih' both externally & internally. Kalau juz buat pakai microsoft word, tak payah nak access sistem yg hamis, bengang tetap bengang, tapi takde lah sampai tahap mendidih kepala otak aku ni rasa nak maki aje. Kalau aku maki betul2, still forgivable kot sbb org akan suspek aku menghidap post-natal depression atau bahasa simplenya meroyan.

Fine, I'm not having post-natal depression but still I'll blame my inbalance hormone. Yup, it sounds cliche but it's very true since I'm on red flag rite now. Guess what, this is my 3rd cycle in 1 & 1/2 month. Seems like my cycle is 11 days only. Light bleeding for 4 days, then stop for 7 days, & then the cycle starts again. I'm 100% sure that it's menstrual not postpartum bleeding. So yeah, my hormone is unstable. Pardon me.

I dont actually blame my new boss for the changes. I do think that the new format makes more sense. It juz that we have to submit the S.K.T before 25th. So to make the changes at the last minute is unwise due to the very slow & unreliable HR.MIS.

Well, sehingga saat ini aku masih tak boleh nak access my S.K.T thru HR.MIS. Sometimes I can view my S.K.T but there's error on the page & I cant save any changes. So kene gak gi ofis to use the intranet version instead of the internet version & pray that I'm lucky that the system wont be so slow. Tp kene tunggu JD balik utk jaga Honey. I have drafted my S.K.T following my new boss' format using word, so juz tinggal copy & paste aje.. tapi.. malas nak cakap. Eh nak cakap jugak lah. HR.MIS sucks.