Nursery

If I chose to have maternity leave for only 60 days, I have to go back to work today. Time flies really fast isnt it? Seriously if I have to, I cant bcos I'm absolutely not ready. Otherwise, if possible I would like to have more than 90 days maternity leave.

(Arghhh.. tension. I hv typed a long post but... arghhh... it's gone. This app doesnt hv automatic saving feature. Note to myself, this will be the last time I use this app to write a blog.)

I'd say tht I'm not an indecisive person. I hardly hv a hard time to make a decision before.. before giving birth to Honey. Oh rite, even before Honey was born, I was in a dilemma on how to deliver Honey. I guess, when it comes to Honey's matter I couldnt help for wanting the best, considering all the options thoroughly & being fussy even though I dont mean to.

Currently I'm in a dilemma to pick Honey's nursery. I plan to start sending Honey to a nursery next 2 or 3 weeks. So I hv to pick one asap. There are many nurseries in my housing area but the standard are so-so. I've checked out 2 nurseries, I'd say tht the ambiences are dissatisfying. Actually there are 2 nurseries that catch my interest based on what I see on internet. However, the placement for baby is already full. My mistake indeed bcos I dont call & book the place earlier. Lesson learned. Next time, when Honey's gonna turn 4yo, I'll survey & book a kindy earlier.

After discussing & considering the pros & cons of each nursery with JD, I think I've made a decision. Even I dont like the ambience of the nursery, but I think I'm gonna give it a try. The reasons why do I pick it bcos it's the nearest, I've been informed tht the house next to the nursery will be rented just to place the babies which I hope will provide a better ambience for Honey & I happened to read on internet that the babysitters are good. Those are the pros, still there are cons to be considered. So the decision is not finalized yet. However, I do plan to send Honey there temporarily until a new branch of one of the nurseries that I'm interested with is opened. At least that's what I've been told by the owner besides the current one is already full when I called her.


This might be the place where Honey's gonna stay during the day..
I know tht a baby might doesnt pay attention & appreciate her/his surrounding but I couldnt help feeling sad to leave Honey at a place where the ambience is not as good as I hope for. To be honest, juz thinking that I'm gonna leave my tiny-unable to talk-baby to strangers, breaks my heart. Haih... kalau ikutkan memang tak sampai hati. Ya Allah, pelihara lah kesihatan, kebajikan & kesejahteraan anakku. Amin.