An Example of Babbling

Dear whoever is reading this,

i woke up feeling fat. i think i hv reduced my food intake... & i hv go to the gym, the thing tht i never done before... but i hardly lose weight. my belly swells like a pregnant lady. my weight sometimes get over 59kg. maybe my way is just not correct... maybe i think i hv reduce the food intake but actually not... maybe the exercise even i do go the gym almost frequently, is not enough. or maybe my metabolism drops drastically. look at the +ve side, my weight's still maintained, sort of.

i feel like i want to try crash diet which is not good actually, next week. i'm just tired being in this body. but, heheeee.... being me, i'm just incapable of doing crash diet. i guess i just love eating. who doesnt? crash diet equals to suffering.

i hope u're not getting tired reading complaints about my weight. before, yeah i was so lucky to be somebody who hardly gain weight. i miss the good old days where i could eat like a horse & had no worries tht i'd put on pounds. push off (one of my brit prof in liverpool taught me this phrase) to those who said that i was too skinny. but i guess i hv cross the border where my body couldnt maintain the level of metabolism that i've been blessed with. now, just like most of us, i hv to deal with this weight issue.

i dont hv the option to give up. so i guess, i just hv to believe on the piece of advice in the previous post. got to be optimistic tht i cant go wrong with eating moderately & exercise.

ok, enough babbling about my weight issue. i can go on & on about this. i'm worried, but not worried enough to try harder to lose weight. it needs strong motivation & determination which i'm lacked of especially to control my food intake. see... i can go on & on babbling about this. i just hv to go on reminding myself that i could do it & i hv to do it. ;)